Prawns are the sexx

2009-10-01T13:14:00.002+08:00

I'm done with blogger, actually A LONG time ago.
have fun with this filth!:D

Oh God.

2009-08-11T19:33:00.005+08:00

wow,
something doesn't feel very right,
especially for the past few days..

I feel very burdened..
Like something drastic is about to happen..
And like..
Exams are around the corner, and I'm not even a tiny bit motivated to study.. Gosh.

just heard the news about Amelia Johnson.
Well I dont know her AT ALL.
I only know her as Michelle's friend..
But the thing is that..
From all her pics, blog, etc..
she was Such a spirit filled person.
I think its her time.
And God wanted her to be with him.
RIP girl, God is really with you.
and..
this made me think..
WHAT ON EARTH AM I DOING?

And like..
you know.. everyone's talking about the end times.
I BELIEVE its coming soon. you know..
like.. Everything is falling apart in the world.
Just had an earthquake at India i think.
And tsunami in some country...

Goodness.

Nothing feels right.
As much as I love God and HATE this world.
I still don't feel prepared.
I mean..
what have i done?
I feel so troubled cos i haven't really changed anyone.
I'm trying VERY VERY hard to like. stop swearing. cos thats my biggest prob.
(Btw, stupid/idiot/ass are now counted as bad words for me)

Argh,
and like.. people are really difficult man.
Like.. how on earth can one like talk people into Christianity?

I've been feeling like crap for the past 2 weeks..
i think its guilt.
Its really killing me cos
I haven't really done anything..
And to add on,
PIERCING.
Infection's like totally gone btw, but i wanna remove it..

Dear God.
i Love You.
From the bottom.
Of my heart

2009-08-01T23:34:00.001+08:00

wth, i dunno what's wrong with my posting..
I cant change the fonts and all.
Damn annoying.

Ok, anw.
School has been wonderful since FOM presentation ended.
I just feel VERY relieved..
But I must really stop using my laptop other than for school purposes.
It's really frustrating cos i can't focus on my work, cos its SUCH a damn distraction.

Anw, after school on Fri,
we were supposed to go watch the Hangover..
but 2 of uss were too lazy so the whole thing got cancelled..
BUT,
EL was being a bithc about it. and Apparently, he was "bithcing" about it on the MRT to the rest.
Haiya..
I'm so sick of all this la.
HAHA.

anw, onf friday after school,
went to BUGIS by MYSELF!
ZOMG. can you believe it?!
ALONE!
haha, it wasn't so bad actually.
I kinda liked it..
I went to get my HEAD BANDS!
ok.. WTH. i can't even upload the pics.
Then, went to get some finger food.

HAHA. SUPER KOOL I TELL YOU!
Seriously, HANG OUT YOURSELF.
DAMN FUNN!

: It's Over!!

2009-07-27T21:08:00.000+08:00

OMG,
finally,
Marketing presentation is over!!

I'm rally glad that its over with.

Presentaion went rally well..
And according to George Teo, our group got 78-81.. around that marks.

WOOHOO!
im really thankful to God that our group was able to present our work well.

I'm JUST REALLLLLLLLLLY HAPPY!

ok anw, how i met your mother is gona start NOW.
BYE!

:(

2009-07-22T22:51:00.004+08:00

OH MY GOD

I AM SO DAMN F**KING PISSED NOW!

HATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATEHATE

67 for econs.

fom project_L

onow cip.

Ec project.

: Stat-shit-tics

2009-07-16T21:43:00.004+08:00

omg. i got back my stats results.
I got 78!

I'm having mixed feelings about this.

One part of me is very satisfied. Cos I passed!!
I'm not gonna say I didn't study.. cos that'll make me a liar.
But honestly. I could have studied more.
Cos I've been playing WAY TOO MUCH.

But the other part of me is like SHIT.
Cos Majority of them in my class did damn well.
Like this dude got a full 100.. wt-ass right?

But.
Honestly.
I'm very thankful to God.
That i passed.
Cos i had a dream that I'd get 65 for this. HAHA.

Besides I'm not all about studying man.
At least I've passion for other stuff.

Thanks God,
You're tooo awezome.

Oh Oh!
91 for accounts.
What?
I'm not showing off.
It's my blog!
I need some good memories man!
HAHAHAHAHA!

"but got this beautiful lady beside me got like fucking 95..she is damn good la"
Quoted from an Ass.
Knn.
HAHA

:D

: Internet Diary

2009-07-15T21:19:00.001+08:00

I GOT A NEW BLOGSKIN!

its damn gay i know.
and it doesn't suit me AT ALL.

But who cares la huh.
i was quite sick of the old blogskin. HAHA

anw had school today.
Veronica was on MC so we didnt have econs tutorial.
but we had stats. waste of time. cos i was sleeping.

then after we went for the "interview" thing for the yr book committee.
so i am officially in the photography committee.
I'm happy man.
At least smth i enjoy doing. and i wanna cover all the music events mannnn!!!

woohoo!
finally doing something productive in life.
melissa and i were thinking of joining DRAMA.
i think i can.
cos im overdramatic.
and she can.
cos she can sing. HAHA

so how? i think i should la.
hahaha

<33>

: I got myself some heck of a personal trainer

2009-07-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

Zup.

Went to school blah blah blah..
Met DASH after that! she went to get some stuff for her friend. Laveena.
HAHA,
that God i went with her, if not she would have bought a $90 perfume.
hahah.

then at 8 i came back right,
all tired and worn out from all the walking.
Guess what?
MY MOM MADE ME EXERCISE!

she told me change into my shirt and shorts.
And she made me EXERCISE.
but she was good.
cos she used to train ppl cos she was in Netball or smth..

But seriously my whole body is ACHING!
from all the running.
and the HARDCORE STRETCHING!

Thank You God,
for providing me with a
free trainer. :D

: Omg, i wanna jump down

2009-07-12T16:53:00.000+08:00

Ok im like DAMNNN STRESSED UP NOW.

Top of the list, would be MARKETING.

I Freakin HATE marketing.

I've alr reached my limits.

you know why. first day discussion i was not there.

but some work was alr done. left the damn hard ones.

so im F**KING screwed.

and so im trying my best to give in all i've got.

2nd reason.

what happened in church today.

I realy can't stand QG alr.

The fact that he said, WORSHIP team is NOT GOOD.

and condemned uncle A's singing.

and Freaking said that he was the one who's keeping the team together.

NO ONE'S FREAKING HELPING EACH OTHER.

Im DAMN bloody pissed, that this is coming out from a ..... leader.

3rd reason,

People being so Rude.

Ticking me OFF!

Omg. What the shit do i do?

the places i find my happiness and comfort,

non existent anymore man.

Screw you,

i hate everyone.

i really think im gna be alone alr.

:I've a new phone

2009-07-05T16:44:00.000+08:00

its,

: Drag your ass to hell

2009-07-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

ehz youllz

Was my lst paper today.
Quite difficult, really dont wanna think about it.

Anywayz after exams
went to Vivo with the classmates.
Witri, me, pei yun, Eugene tan, eugene lim, Wei jie, Desmond, RX, Tb.

We watch the drag to hell movie,
HAHA, it was weird la.
like some kinda joke.

haha, i really laughed ALOT today,
Thanks to witri and her stupid unreasonable jokes.
HAHA!

Anw, had an awesome day.
other than the exam.
:D

2009-07-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

OMG,
im having exams now.
and im so stessed!!

i can't wait for friday.

2009-06-28T22:29:00.000+08:00

hi guys,
Played at church today..
then came back home.

Fell asleep from 330 to like 415.
then went to meet Jeline at TP.
to study.
She's my motivation to study man.
gna study with her more often.

and her friend took a pic of me.
HAHA.
but i managed to study alot.
i feel gooooooD!

Oh and btw,
im sorry for the language in my previous post.

Going through a very very very shitty time.
had to vent it out.
and my only way is to type it out.

: you know no shit about me, i promise.

2009-06-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

seriously man,
i feel damn fucked up.

i dunno why people are like that.
even when someone needs them so bad.
they just fucking ignore.
how fucked up must you be to just neglect someone's suffering?!

Im danm fucking pissed that
im doing everything.
and no one's helping out.

I alr dont like my school.
bad enough.
and the people, dont get me started.
Home, not a place you call home.
out, im damn sick of everything,
all the worldy sick shit.

And i fucking regret piercing my septum.
Infected,
Im gna take it out.
Ill never go back to him again.
fucking waste my money.

And fucking TYPICAL indians,
who are only FUCKING GOOD FOR changing plans last minute.
Least you could do is FUCKING PICK UP MY CALLS or reply my messages.
Fucking making my life miserable.
Piss the fucking shit out of me i swear,
I could have crushed your head.

and wtf is wrong with Singpaore?
THe fucking flu is out of hand,
and we still have to go back to school?
that's fucking retarded,
you know why?
the fucking flu is already in the community!
which fucking defeats the purpose of ONLY closing 2 schools.
thats just damn motherfucking stupid.
i'd rather skip exams
then die of the flu.
If anyone ever kenna from school.
we;re Fucking suing the school.
and make sure the school suffers.

All i just wanna do is just live my life alone,
where no one can DARE to talk about me.
and just like fucking be alone for a while.
cos im damn sick of everything,
seriously man,
time to get serious.

And please, dont ask me anything about this post.
Just read and shut up.
Dont Interfere.

: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEST FRIEND!

2009-06-25T21:01:00.000+08:00

Anw, went to school today at about 12.
then did my EC project, just Powerpoint,
then the guys went to watch Drag me to hell i think.
im gna watch next week hopefully.

then after that like on the train.
i was damn pissed cos someone last minute say cannot follow me.
Didnt care anymore.

Then like went to Levina's place to "surprise" her.
HAHA.
true enough, she was went OMG in high pitch. HAHA.
yap. then it was DAMN awkward manz!
cos like i didnt know anyone there.
and i forgot half the people's names. HAHA

but its ok la.
i went for LEVINA!
and LEVZY DEVZY, im gna come to your school to hang out with you more often ah.
EXPECT ME!

Letter to you:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEVINA!
I realised how much i missed you after seeing you man,
and Im really glad to see you today.
And your MOM!
But you didnt have to remind your parents about the tamil show shiz.
HAHA.

anw,
im damn happy to have a friend like you.
11 years of friendship.
AND IT'LL NEVER EVER END.
Love you babes.

: 11 years.

2009-06-23T18:22:00.000+08:00

Someone's Birthday is coming up.....

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

: Botak Jones

2009-06-23T00:24:00.000+08:00

YOU WANT FILTHY?

YOU GOT FILTHY!

CAJUN CHICKEN BURGER FROM BOTAK JONES!
With fries, and pasta salad.

Believe it or not,
I FINISHED THE WHOLE THING.

Best shiz in the world.
Thanks Jones. You da man.

Oh and btw, there was this damn hot waiter there,
He was black.
WAH DAMN HOT!

: I think i love J.A

2009-06-18T23:12:00.001+08:00

Omg,
Guys,
seriously,
She's superrr Pretty.

I think i prefer her to MEGAN FOX :O

2009-06-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

omg,
I can't study at home!
AHHH!

: Guess who's back?

2009-06-12T00:10:00.001+08:00

Hey you'llz!
I'm back. from camp!

Church camp was FREAKIN awesome!
worships were awesome.
Sermons were alright.
Nights were the BEST! Joanne and i were roomies. She's really alright to be with. :)

And, we crashed CW's room first night,
Dean's the second
and my bro's and quen's room last night.

I learnt alot during the camp:

CW is a damn nice and awesome dude.
Really a damn good friend.

i think all the 3 brothers are DAMN adorable,
except that, they're annoying assholes.
Esp Julian,
ANNOYING IDIOT.
i took revenge by pinching his cheeks!
Jeremy is a weakling. :DD

Dean is a nice guy la,
ppl should seriously stop making fun if him

I'm really glad i went for the camp man.
Seriously built my relationship with the other guys.
really worth it.

BEST CAMP IN THE WORLD.

btw,
My bro looks like the Temptations Lead Vox here.
Aiyah, this one's damn kool la.

\m/

: When im gone

2009-06-06T21:09:00.000+08:00

Hello worldies.

The week has been great.
School's Awesome.
Johnny's (not his real name) the new kid who gets bullied by me at school,. :D

and im gg for my church camp TMR.
OMG.
til like WED,
im damn scared its gna be damn boring...
and i havent packed yet,
the time is 10.00 pm.

but, WTH.
im hugry,

and i went for a run YST,
after not exercising for 7 months.
WOO!

Im gna run every fridays.
OH shit i feel like eating VADAI suddenly!

2009-06-04T23:56:00.000+08:00

WALAU!
Elijah i miss you la bastard

:(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

2009-05-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

Nothing but the Blood of Jesus
\m/

2009-05-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Fuck the damn world man.

People are bastards.
when they need me im there.
When i need them, they give fucking excuses.
I thought Indians were bad,
These motherfuckers are WORSE!

FUCK!

I hate Everyone of you.
Go Die. Seriously Go die.

I dont care about my language. Eat my shit if you have a problem

: To you, Bittard.

2009-05-23T23:32:00.000+08:00

Dearestest Bittard,

I have to say, I'm the luckiest person in the world to get a friend like you.
Seriously man, you've like been there for me when i feel the Shittiest,
like when you know WHO does you know WHAT.
And you're always there to make me laugh..
like with your STUPID theory on the elephant, east west thing. HAHAHA!

I still rmr when we first met, 6 months ago?
When i thought you were some emo kid,
and when you thought that i had attitude prob.
HAHA!

I rmr the first time you "scolded" me. when i said i wasnt gg for the camp. HAHA!

And i still rmr the FIRST time we hung out at i think Cathay..
Haha. and how you said you were broke with the $100 in your wallet, and how you took the taxi twice(i think) that day.

and how you were willing to LEND your shoulder to me, during my O level period when i was gg through the toughest time.

And i rmr During Christmas we went to the arcade, to play the drum game, and that you PAID for it! i still owe you 2 bucks for that. HAHA

And how you always have issues with me not eating when we went out, and babe, It may never end.

And i rmr how close you were, to buying the crumpler bag for my birthday. HAHA! I somehow managed to talk you outta it, HAHA!

And SHIT i still havent gotten you a BIRTHDAY PRESENT!

And, I've NOT FORGOTTEN all the other things not mentioned in this post.

I know this post isn't the best one.
cos its so damn difficult
to put the freakin awesome experiences I've had with you into words.
And i want you to know that,
you're the MOST
AWESOME, AMAZING, WONDERFUL, FUNKY, FUNNY, COOL, FANTASTIC
friend anyone can ever have..
cos i never felt about anyone this way in my entire life before.
omg i think im gna cry. haha
And i miss you like crazyyy!!! and i know its only been 2 weeks.
And i can't wait to see you tmr.

And i really hope that we both can be the Bittards of friends FOREVER.
sounds gay and cheesy i know.
but i mean what i said man. haha

I LOVE YOU TESSA PIGOSAUR BITTARD TAY.
AND I WANT U TO KNOW THAT I'LL BE WITH YOU,
FOREVER.
i think i'll die losing a friend like you..

GOD BLESS YOU BABE.
I love you forever!

LOVE
Bittard :)

: Symphony In Peril

2009-05-22T21:00:00.000+08:00

Your eyes pierce right through me, unveiling the hidden elusiveness within.
These patterns you witness have become my crutch.
Your eyes are your ammunition.
Your gaze is killing me.
A substantial blood loss that is not my own and it is pouring out of me.
This assault will bring me strength, increasing stability not to collapse.
This is a dagger to the heart, an unrelinquishing torture, but this
Soon will assemble me.
Your murder face to face.

KISS MY ASS WORLD!

:Band

2009-05-17T17:05:00.000+08:00

Hello World.
I shall blog about my Sunday today. haha.

Today, went to church.
Had lunch at church, BRIYANI!

then after that was with the 3 idiots, Dean, CW and Krister.
Then went to newton MRT with Kris.

Then met Bryan and Royce at TP.
Took 142 to BOONS.

then i met the other 2 ppl there.
Erm, if im not wrong, their names were Abdul. and Ashley.
Abdul was malay. and i think ashley was mix.
dude had the LONGEST hair.
And i only spoke to one of them.

Then we played "Number of the beast" and "Run to the hills"
Ok, ive gotta admit, they're all DAMN good.

I thought i did better for number than Run to the hills cos the song was damn fast..
I felt damn useless cos i couldnt stay constant on my hihats.. so i m like quite pissed with myself now.
Although Royce and bryan said that it sounded good..

I paid $7 for the damn studio. I feel like a broke ass. and i hate life.

AHH! and btw, ppl, Megan fox is a guy.

The article:
http://weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/

Learn to trust me ppl.

:sad

2009-05-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hey stupid world.

I;m quite upset right now, wanna know why?

Danny Gokey is out of American Idol, which means either KRIS or ADAM will win. which totally sucks cos Kris is boring, and ADAM is overrated.
Megan Fox was a guy. His SEX CHANGE was a BIRTHDAY PRESENT from his parents... Stupid dumb .......
I've HELL alot of homework to do.
I dunno what STUPID CCA to join, although TECHNICALLY, im in like 3 CCAs!
AND I miss my Homies..

Although i have to say, school is QUITE fun..
cos of my very entertaining classmates. hahaha. That includes me, I can entertain myself man.

**
if its a guy
ask him go dig a hole
and invite taylor hicks in it,

HAHAHA, funniest ive heard for the WEEK! hahahah.

2009-05-10T01:08:00.000+08:00

CLICK TO ENLARGE!
ok, someone like linked this pic to CONVERSE folder in DEVIANTART.
elaiho.deviantart.com

: Confessions

2009-05-09T01:22:00.000+08:00

Today,
I left home at about 8.10 AM. and i came back about 12.30 AM!

I am REALLY tired now, but i just washed my hair, so I've gotta be awake til it's DRY!

Today was annoying in school,
you know M was looking AGAIN, and i was so damn pissed cos its been 2 weeks since i've seen M, and nothing happens. I'm damn pissed. Cos it feels like M hates me for some reason now, i dunno what, why how, but if feels like that now. So when i saw M today, I really didnt give a crap. All i did was look back, Like super soon, im gna point my finger. But i dont have the heart to.. you know... whyyy...

Haha, then school was good, like had lectures and all, im so screwed cos i dunno whats gg on.. Sucks i tell you!

Then sharon tan let us off at like 4.30, so Suzie and I were waiting at FC6. Then she's damn cute cos she was damn blur about the 5 o'clock thing! hahah. that guy kept staring at her after that! ahha!

Yap, then after school, met TessaTay at TP. since i was broke, as usual, i had one sundae. tessa had a meal. then CW came after school with the CJ uniform... HAHA!

yap then waited for him to finish his meal.. but in the meantime guess who i saw?! Habib and Megala! ZOMG! they were holding hands. I'm so bothered man. Still, cos it was like so Wrong!

Yap, then after that went to Church! And we had practice for a short while. omg. i tel you im so damn tired la. Seriously, im actually falling asleep now.

And its HENDRIK'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! happy birthday! so they went to makan at Newton Hawker's. omg. i was like dead there man. it was about 1145 then. HOMYGOD!

yap, after that my bro went for a smoke, and we came back.. and my parents are asleep now. omg. man i raelly cant type anymore. Im gna SLEEP! night!

:Labour Day

2009-05-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

Hey man.

School's getting better. like now school is like 60% better. im liking school.
And i have a stalker and a crush.

Stalker is a girl,
And crush is an indian GUY. i know!

haha, and yst i met sans. was supposed to meet the rest. but they couldn't make it. so it was just the 2 if us,
we went to novena's cotton on. Was boring.
then went to bugis there was like hardcore sale all over, so i bought a shirt! It has like a Polaroid camera on it, which looks really good. haha.

Yap, then after we went to AMK! to have our session. AHHA we went to cheers and got the stuff we needed, Omg, the AMK cheers guy is good looking dude. He's Indian! wash he's hot man. ahhaha!

Ok then we went to a deserted place and did what we intended to do, which took us like 10 mins in total i think. haha. it was damn funny man.

Today went to church, and i dunno if im playing tmr. but im playing next week.

AHH, anw im very happy with life now, cos GOD's In control.

i Hope school gets better and better, and i know it will.

: There is Something I see in you.

2009-04-29T18:53:00.000+08:00

Had school from 12-3 today.
And school is getting better, its not so bad. And i really thank god for it cos without him, I don't think i would have survived the day.

And like i really need to lose weight. Its not cause of anyone or whatever, its cos i feel like a fat bum. And i've decided to go for a run on Thursday.. Let's see if i live up to what i say.

And JD is damn hot. like seriously, hottest there. and J likes him, seriously. haha. Like the best looking there.

And. i need to start saving up. actually i alr did a wonderful job by saving up 25 bucks this week. Thats like.. DAMN good alr. And i need to continue saving cos Mom's birthday is coming up, and she was hinting that she wanted a wallet.. Actually no. she didn't hint. she just said she wanted a wallet. HAHA. so i like wanna get her that la. I feel damn good with money!

And im gonna meet Dash, Sans, Lens, Jayni, Shannon ON FRIDAY!
So far, only sans and i are the Confirmed ones.. oh and Lens. I hope the rest can make it!
and sans came up with the BEST idea ever. and i hope we actually do it you know. and not just talk about it. haha. Its suppposed to not make us feel bad for Grad night. haha!

and i watched 18 yr old virgin yst, HORRIBLE MOVIE. TOO MUCH OF NUDITY. i was super bothered. Like how these stupid Effing american kids can just strip and like have SEX just like that. I feel so sad for them, cos they suck. I hate america you know.

Ok, i need to have the bacon and cheese buscuits Now. i can taste it in my mouth alr. Oh and I've decided to speak good english.

: Omg i AM a pimp;

2009-04-27T22:15:00.001+08:00

Had school at 8 a-effing-m today.
Had to wake up so damn early.

And school was better. like 30% better. Seriously. thank God.
I hope it gets better by the day.

So i was on the train with classmates.
Then From raffles place went back with Shirin.
It was like. erm. Different. you know.

Lessons were crap.
i am so damn tired now i swear.
8am to 6 pm. Crazy man. I know.

Then.
I think i can be a matchmaker man.
Like for Joyce and Lenice.
Seriously. I alr have their lives planned out. hahahah

I love you'll. And you guys KNOW that :)

: My way on the Highway.

2009-04-26T23:05:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone. Its sunday!
And that means church!
Church was freakin awesome today. And let me tell you Why.

Worship:
Worship was led by Uncle Robbie which means Awesome worship! And my bro played Super well today.

Dance:
My bro danced maynn. the dance was cool. And the best part about it was the background multimedia thing. Done by my bro!

Bulletin:
SUPER NICE! also done by my bro!

Official Church music Video:
Whole thing done by my bro. Video, editting, even part of COMPOSING!

In all,
today partly wouldn't have been possible without my bro. and im damn damn damn damn proud of him cos he's a Damn commited guy. And he's talented then half of youll in the world.

I hate to say this BUT You're my inspiration, Seriously.
And i thank you and God for that.
Love you manz!

Then after service, had lunch in church.
it was fun, cos they was alot of insulting, To and Fro, Not from Dean, cos he was Sick.
But other people. It was FUN. REALLY.

I enjoy hanging out with these ppl then with.. You know who.
And tessa got PIIIISed today.
but she's cool now. Awesome Bittard <3 style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">School tmr, Sigh........

: Obama's 100th Day.

2009-04-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

In his high-velocity first 100 days, Barack Obama has sketched the outlines of a presidency of astounding ambition, which would remake the United States at home and transform its role abroad.

Yet the new president's agenda still faces tests of fire posed by a punishing economic crisis, the scheming of US allies and foes abroad and a poisoned political environment back home.

"It is clearly the most ambitious agenda at least since the 1960s," said Princeton University historian and political scientist Julian Zelizer.

Inheriting a crisis of a magnitude few recent precessors faced, Obama seems to have steadied America's nerves despite the wrenching financial blight.

He unleashed a huge government intervention in the economy, passed a historic 787-billion-dollar stimulus bill and now has high-stakes environmental and healthcare reforms on the launchpad.

Abroad, Obama swapped George W. Bush's swagger for a cupped ear, giving Russia respect it craves, reaching out to Muslims and vowing to drain decades of enmity with foes Cuba and Iran.

He previewed fundamental policy changes towards China, Mexico and Cuba, apologized to Europeans for past US "arrogance," mandated the closure of Guantanamo Bay, outlawed torture and ordered withdrawal from Iraq.

Obama doubled down in Afghanistan and Pakistan, ditched US denial on climate change and called for a world free of nuclear weapons.

Tom De Luca, professor of political science at Fordham University, said Obama's foreign policy was "breathtaking in its scope."

"I think it clearly illustrates the immense self confidence Obama has in himself and in his administration."

Obama, 47, once panned by rivals as inexperienced, slipped on the mantle of president with ease, in unflappable style.

Despite missteps on cabinet nominations and the fallout of Bush-era terror interrogations, his team has mostly dominated the political message.

The result: Obama is carrying the American people with him. Fifty-six percent in a USA Today/Gallup poll said he had done an excellent or good job.

A Fox News poll gave Obama a job approval rating of 62 percent, though like other surveys, found a sharp gap between Democrats and Republicans.

But talking about change is easy, effecting it is not: Obama admits America is a "big ocean liner -- it's not a speedboat; it doesn't turn around immediately."

He has yet to face a full-scale foreign crisis, and will face rising pressure to lift many families out of economic misery.

Many initiatives, including engaging Iran, battling the global crisis and subduing North Korea also depend on events and actors outside Obama's control.

For example, despite a euphoric welcome, Obama failed to crown a Europe trip this month with large numbers of new NATO troops for Afghanistan.

But the White House says results take time and exuded satisfaction after a Latin American summit last week.

"President Obama has on his first two foreign trips changed the image of America around the world through leadership and engagement that advances our national interests, makes us safer and more secure and stronger," his spokesman Robert Gibbs said.

Despite a fast start, eased by Democratic majorities in Congress and a demoralized Republican party, it is unclear whether Obama's political touch will endure on divisive issues like healthcare and climate change.

"He is going to have to deal with that ambitious agenda in the totally polarized domestic political environment," said Zelizer.

Debate still simmers over whether Obama is trying too much, too soon.

"Its not so much a question of whether hes bitten off more than he can chew, but whether it may be too much for Congress to chew and swallow this year," Bush's final press secretary Dana Perino said.

Obama aides counter that in dire times, the administration cannot afford not to attack all America's problems at once.

On the model of Franklin Roosevelt, whose frenetic first days in office in 1933 enshrined the 100 days formula, Obama adopted an experimental approach to rescuing shattered banks and frozen credit markets.

The stimulus bill, packed with spending on everything from high speed trains to rebuilding schools, also included tax cuts and was twinned by a simultaneous multi-billion dollar plan to aid the foreclosure-sapped mortgage market.

But Republicans warn Obama will bankrupt future Americans, eyeing his 3.5 trillion dollar budget and deficits even the White House says will reach 1.7 trillion dollars this year.

OBAMA, I love you.
All the WAY!

:Favourite Fridays

2009-04-25T00:19:00.000+08:00

Sucks i tell you.
Sucks balls.

today school was like not so bad la.
i was all over the place as usual
BUT I MADE A NEW FRIEND!
shirin is her name. SHE'S INDIAN!
i'm damn happy cos like she's the only other indian friend i know of.
And she's PRETTY!
hahaha,

yap. then after stupid school,
i went with Daphne to Bishan,
Then met Shruthi there.

Then we actually they were squeezing out alot of hot gossips.

haha.
it was fun la.
it was like sec 2 all over again.

i can't wait to go to church tmr.
I miss TESSATAY! :(

Meeting up with these people is what's keeping me alive man.
And i wish i could like play music for God Forever.
I hate Singapore!

:tsk.

2009-04-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

i kinda dont wanna go to school anymore.

Today was damn waste time in school.
I dont even know why i went.

And school is from 9-5 tmr.
Kill Me.

: LOLLI-your mudder-POP.

2009-04-18T22:19:00.000+08:00

Hey.
Sup.

Today was busyyy.
Went to Far East with my mudder to get some stuff for me.
but we ended buying more things for her.
She's too happening alr. HAHA.

then i bought.... BLUE LEGGINGZ!
its dark blue la. haha. then i got this other shirt. and I paid for it! so. it's, good.
haha.

Then went to church.
Cos im playing tmr.
Practice was good. hahah.

Yap. btw....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA PIGOSAUR BITTARD TAY!
I Wish you LONG LONG LONG life.
And prosperity.
and everything la.
I love you and All the best for everything.
You're too awesome.
God Loves you, Alot.
<3

:Last day

2009-04-16T22:43:00.000+08:00

Hey guys.
Sup.

today was the last day of the orientation camp..
and it was flag day, which was a total bullshit. cos i only collected like $20.80. While other classmates collected $97++. Bullshit right.

yap, and the classmates were talking about gg for the zouk thing
I dun think im gg cos its another waste of time.
Its 10 bucks, and i can promise you they'll only serve us PEPSI. cos we are under aged.

Yap. then ended like about 3. so went back with daphne.
We went to Orchard for starbucks. And my coffee tasted like crap.
while daphne's coffee tasted like bitter shit. HAHA! she said it herself!

yap. then we went to wisma. walk walk.
then went home.
talked to santhiya. i miss her so ass much man. i hoope tmr she'll be free.

!
oh btw took this quiz:
Which 90s alt goddess are you?

and i got this:

Corin Tucker
You're tough, cool and confident.
You don't bother doubting yourself . . . like, ever.
Sometimes that means you can be crass or shrill.
It's not that you're an asshole; it's just that you're just so . . . .YOU.
You're often outraged by all the bullshit you see in the world around you, and sometimes that can spill over, or even explode.
But you'll fight for your friends 'til the day that you die and you'd never betray them.
Ever, never, ever.

:Skool, Day #1/KNow your classmates!

2009-04-13T21:12:00.001+08:00

omg. today was the first day. and it was damn weird man.

we had like computer training shit. where i could have died.
omg.

then we like went to have lunch where i et my first kool classmate, Witri. Kool Kid.

then in class got to know the rest. like Erm. SUSAN melissa. and some others. i forgot thier names. And OMG. the guys are damn shy. And i think i scared one guy off. AHAHAH.

Susan looks like Miss Chong. CANNOT TAHAN!

And melissa, is the Chiarperson
and im the Vice-chair. f.

: Maundy Thursdayyy.

2009-04-09T23:01:00.000+08:00

Today wasn't really a gooood day. I fought with my mudder a couple of times.
It's really damn annoying cos I really wish we didn't have to but sometimes mudder really get stressed out over what i dunno and she shows it to me.. ME!!
And it kicks me off cos like. its EVERYDAY.

She saw my second ear piercing today.
Sucked i tell you.
The moment she asked me that question.
I was like F***.
ya. and that led to the first argument.

Then later.
She was making noise cos my room wasn't clean and shit.
Ok that's like my fault cos I didn't clean but then again, I like my room LIKE THAT...

And then at night.
she started on my relationship with god.
saying alot of things without knowing what actually happens..
yap. Fed up again. and i left the hall saying " you don't know anything about me man"

then she came to my room.
and started telling me how well.. erm.. i forgot.
hmm..

You know what sucksssss?
Cos she's your mother, you wouldn't have the heart to shout back at her.
But at the same time you can't like tell her how you feel at the moment COS we're both pissed.
I just really wish she would hear me out abit man.
Cos its so annoying to lock up everything inside.

No matter what ma,
I love you.
And i wish i could tell you this,
without you saying, "don't do this again."

:omg. Timetable.

2009-04-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

Monday: 8-5pm
Tuesday: 1-3pm
Wednesday: 12-3pm
Thursday: 9-5pm
Friday: 8-5pm

omg right. can you believe it. cos i can't.
Check out the timings for Tuesdays and Wednesdays,
SWEET.
still. omg,

HAHA. this is FUNNNY AS HELL!
: syas says:
from the pamphlet
haha
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
wad pamphlet?
and omg i just fell off my chair
: syas says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
whan pain
: syas says:
aHAHAHHAHAAHHAAHAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
*wha
: syas says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
AHAHhahAHAh
haHAHAHAHAHAHaHAh
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHHAAHhaAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
shutt up lah
: syas says:
omg
OMG
im laughing damn hard
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
dude not hot
: syas says:
hAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
...
BEEF CAKES
: syas says:
How the hell did you fall off the chair
AHHAHAHAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
i was stretching
..
NOT FUNNY!
: syas says:
omg
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
I KNOW YOUR LAUGHING
: syas says:
Im still laughing
AHHAAHHAHAHA
aHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
omg not funny
dude youre laughing at a homie
: syas says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
nawh hawt
: syas says:
eh ok ok.
HAHA
did you fall on the floor or what
hahahahahahhahahahahahahaha
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
oh.. which pamphlet?
... floor lah?
: syas says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAH
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
then wad? air?!
: syas says:
Oh so it was like
stretching
then you fell
OMG
hahahahahahahahahahhaa
hahaahahahhaa
okk
damn funnyy
ahha
omg my cheeks
ahahah
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
wha!! not cool man
hahaha
: syas says:
hhaha ok ok.
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
okok! funny.... my ass hurts
: syas says:
they gave the pamplet in schoo
hhahahahahah
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
eh which pamphlet you saw it from?
which one?
: syas says:
wait so you fell straihght on your ass? not sidewasys?
theDECOMPOSINGpotato says:
.... i fell backwards
: syas says:
they gave during the application time
HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Carol the Kool Kid who fell off the chair while Stretching.
:D

:You were only waiting for this moment to arise

2009-04-07T20:57:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i really wonder if 
She's the only one who cares.

Blackbird

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise

Black bird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
all your life
you were only waiting for this moment to be free

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
....

: Palm sundayy

2009-04-05T19:06:00.000+08:00

Today was like.. Crap.

I woke up late SO i went to church late. then after church we practiced for the Easter skit.
Then later i followed my parents to Katong.
Then my mudder ordered this really nice chair. its dark brown ;)

yap. then went to CMC confectionery for old times sake.
We had the classic toast with butter.

ya then we reached home about 6.15 pm.
I'm shit tired i think i am gonna have an early night tonight.

But im watching a movie first..
But i dunno what movie..
my nose still hurtsss :(((

i think you are damn annoying.
i know that alot of ppl who don't like you.
and i hope that you learn that soon.
start to appreciate people who take time tocome down just to help us out
instead of bitching like a pussy face.
and change yourself for the better.
before someone kicks your gay ass so hard.
It won't be funny no more.
You're an asshole.

2009-04-05T01:16:00.001+08:00

I watched
Twilight yst

And i just finioshed watching
Blind dating/ Blind dates.
nice movie.!

2009-04-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

Harlow.
And i watched
BEDTIME STORIES today.
i thought the museum movie was nicer.

I'd rate this: 2/5
Lawl.

Oh and i bought by bag for school alr.
YAYZ!

2009-04-03T01:32:00.000+08:00

I watched
Bride Wars today.
Wasn't such a bad movie.
I'm just surprised i sat through the whole movie.
I'd rate this movie: 3/5

And,
Indeed.
It is a wall you Wonder.
:)

Oh and Btw,

**
~~- Black Cardigan~~
~~- THE BODY SHOP PERFUME! ( sans better get me that, haha)~~
~~- Cotton on shoes (Joyce better get me that)~~
~~- Cotton on flats. I'll get that myself. hahah~~
~~- Black~~ ~~bag~~

<3<3<3<3

:Seriously Unmanageable... HAHA!

2009-04-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

Today.

was quite aimless YET FUN

Woke up at about 10. Then i took my own sweeeeet time to bathe and get ready.
And thus, i was LATE. ahhaah. I think i reached bishan ard 12.30

Joyce the punctual ass was alr there, so we had lunch. i had my budget double cheeseburger, and small coke while wealthy joyce had fillet o fish MEAL. ASS.

Haha. anw. then we had lunch for like an hour. and we were talking about The stressful O level period. haha. and that we cried everyday and shit. ahhaha. ok.

then Joyce and i went to the other website where we took HELL alot of stupid pictures man. Wah Joyce was complaining she was too white and crap. then we took alot which im about to uplaod later on. hahah. it was dman funny. OMG! the MONALISA ONE! AHAHAH! she actually shifted her head like the real pic. AAHHAH! the pic turned out funny in the end. DUH.

Haha, then the laptop batt was dying. so we decided to walk around bishan.
WAH joyce knows alot about Make-up man. i tell you. the whole time i was like wth is this?!

haha. then she bought eyeliner. which she tested on me at first. ALOT. then to even it out she had to do it on my other eye, haha. Then she bought blusher i think and. erm the brush. hahah.

Wah and we discovered this damn nice perfume. Actually it was me who discovered it. ya it was damn worth it and niceeee.
hahah.

Then did i tell you that the whole entire time i was carrying her laptop?! Wah she damn bum la. hahah.

And then we got damn tired so we decided to sit at MACS again. hahaha. and then we talked for about an hour and half. Just sit and stone and talk. ahah. it was my kind of thing you know. Sat and Stone and Talk. Talked about our future. Joyce was talking about how she wanted to open a boutique/cafe. haha. And i suggested that she has a live band. Where i play the drums. HAHAH. funny.

Oh and Joyce said that i was NOt forgettable. Cos she said that the whole class was talking like me. haha. For example , "DEY" and cos of the way i speak and cos im LAzy. haha.

HAHA. ya. then we left the place ard 5.15 cos we wanted to catch A.I.

Yap. so overall today was damn aimless. Yet. Fun. cos it was Weird Joyce. so she was my entertainment, HHAHAH

[Comments above the pictures]

Joyce fascinated with her face

We were staring at this pic so long that we thought w actually looked like that . ahahah

Joyce+Eli's faces

Damn gay la. but she liked it. ahhahahah

she liked this effect also. ahha

Oh i love this one. ahha

Best pic.

NO NO! BESTEST PIC!

We scared the living shit outta the ppl beside usss.

i think the girl behind us is damn pretty haha

First pic

HAHAHHA! sweet

dun ask

i ran out of poses

I LOVE YOU JOYCE!

I LOVE YOU LA JOYCY DOYCY ABALONE! <3

: I did it

2009-03-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

I got it done.
Now i'm broke as hell.
but I got it.
Hurts like an asshole.
But its done.

Met Visha yst at YCK.
then were supposed to go straight to the place right.
But she got lost.
so we were travelling for about an hour when the place was actually near laava's house.

Ya then did it there. omg.
HURT LIKE A BITHC!
and the girl said i look cool. hhaha and i didnt even thank her.
THANKS GIRL WHO SAID I LOOKED COOLER THAN BEFORE!

haha.
ya then visha was late for her movie.
so we took taxi to AMK.
then i saw laava and gaya there.

sat for a while then went to TP library cos i had to return some books.
Bumped into Lydia and Ariana there..
haha. I showed lydia the thing and she was like wah damn gross.
hahahaah!

then saw Victoria at subway and i showed to her too,

AHAH!
Yap then i came back home. and fell asleep cos i was damn tired/weak.

ANW,
Gonna meet Joyce tmr.
We gonna play hotel 626 tmr!
haha.

: To My only metal friend \m/

2009-03-29T00:27:00.000+08:00

Dearest Beccadyboxadybam,
I wanna tell you that,
I'm always here for you
No matter what.
You're one of my bestest friends.
We've been through the good and bad times
together,
and i hope we still be friends Forever.
Sounds a lil cheesy but Its true man.
And i'm gonna miss you like ass
you know our "Incomplete" crap.
haha.
Hope you have the bestest trip ever,
and when you see any meatball
or when i see any banana,
I know,
We'll be thinking of each other.
:)

Love you dey.
\m/

: HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD HAG!

2009-03-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

OK! i'm 17! Not hot, I know.

But today was so damn awesome, ( i know im posting one day later but neh mind la)

I set alarm clock to 9.
But i woke up at 11.
And i was supposed to meet Becca at Tp at 12.
But we ended up meeting at 12.30 cos i took so long to decide what bag i was gna carry cos i actually wanted to bring my laptop. but Becca told me not to cos she said my mom will make noise which was true la.

So i didn't bring my latop.
And then met her.
Went to Bugis. I had to buy the standard ticket cos i didn't top up my card.
And at bugis, Lovely Becca bought me the ****! YAY, i love her tt was my birthday present from her!

Then after that took mrt to Novena.
Met Joyce and Jemima there.

Then Joyce and Becca kept walking behind and then they said Joyce had to crap. So they went "toilet"
IN the meantime, Jemima got me my shoes from COTTON ON! Wah my feet grew la My size is 38 NOW. Haha.
then Jemima kept making me walk around the place, and i was like why the hell she making me walk so much right.
Then finally, we went to meet the both of them at Donut Factory.

When we both went there, Becca and Joyce surprised me!
haha, they got the donut with a smiley face and put 4 candles around it(i dunno why 4), and 4 Umbrellas. haha.

Then they sang a birthday song for me and took a vid. i dunno why i sounded like that but yes. Then we took a couple of pictures. But Joyce and Jemima had to leave earlier.

then after that Becca and i walk walk around novena til about 5 then we we went back to TP.

Then i came back dinner we had PIZZA!
haha. we ordered.
I had beef lasagne toooo!

Overall my day Kicked ass.

I wanna thank:
Beccadyboxadybam
for being with me the whole day and being the koolest friend anyone can ever have.
Joyce aka Joycy Doycy Abalone
for being the nicesttttt chinese friend. And im very proud of your asset.
AHAHAH. ALL THE WAY BABEH!!
Jemima aka Jemzy Demzy
for being part of the VD til Death Klan!

I ♥ You Guys, alot.

:We're living on the Edge.

2009-03-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

My name is Elizah.
and i am Seventeen Years old.
I'm gonna pack my stuff
and go to the old folks home
AND go get botox treatment,
Cos im so damn old.
Life really sucks.

Stranger says:
YOU BETTER BE HAPPY YOU GOT A FRIEND LIKE ME
ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU
WHEN YOU FART
WHEN YOU SHIT
WHEN YOU HOT
WHEN YOU MESSED UP
WHEN YOU NVR BATHE
WHEN YOU BATHE
WHEN YOU LAUGH
WHEN YOU CRY
WHEN YOU TALK COCK
WHEN WE BOTH SING
WE YOU SING
WHEN YOUJ ANNOY THE LIVING HELL OUTTA ME

This is why i love beccadyboxadybam and she loves me all the same.
♥

2009-03-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

OMG,
Im gna be 17 in another 6 hours time.
:D

:Living after Midnight.

2009-03-23T16:33:00.000+08:00

HAHA! i got new blogskin AGAIN. i changed the picture. It was actually some train track and according to becca, "It doesn't suit you". which was true, cos it had some lovey crap words on it. So i chose this picture. i know it doens't really suit the layout but im just gna use this til i get a better picture.

ON Saturday, went to church at about 5. Then we played badminton! haha. i think my right arm is wayy bigger than my left. HAHA. its damn muscular now. i think this is my destiny. Muscular arms. HAHA! ya anw. Played doubles. I was with Qg. I no choice. HAHA and we were against wei hong and Royce. We pwned their asses mann. HAHA. then chris got off the drums. so i ranaway from the game.

Anw. Its Monday today. Church was awesome Yst. Uncle Robbie talkied to us about KNowing the Bible. or smth like that. HAHA.

I was supposed to go to church on sunday at 9 to "jam" glasgow kiss- John Petrucci and that thing you do- The wonders with bryan but i overslept. So after our group discussions i played the drums ah. HAHA it was a BIG screw up. Haha. so im gna learn the song before i play it this time. HAHA.

IM PLAYING DRUMS THIS SUNDAY! YAY finally. i can't wait man. Reallyxzxz.

ANW! my birthday is COMINGGGGG! and i wanna get a present for myself. Im so damn Broke now, cos i used my pay to buy some shiz. But i wanna get it SO BADD. its 30 btw plus i need to get the Thing. AHH. HOW HOW HOW?

Today. i painted a chair green. AHAHA. damn useful ah.

: You got prob w fat ppl huh?!

2009-03-18T21:50:00.000+08:00

TODAY,
Followed my mudder to City Hall cos she had some facial appointment shit.
WTH, i didn't even do anything for like about an hour. CCB.

then went to penin across the road. HAHA! i got the beatles shirt!
wah the shopowner asshole rmrs my mudder but not me. ASSHOLE!

Talking to becca,
And talking to you,
practicing drums,
And dying of flu.

: I don't give a f*** if you hate me!

2009-03-17T15:43:00.000+08:00

wah, you'll should listen to

Official girl by Cassie

its really nice. She's super hot,
and so is, Lil Wayne. :D

I feel like going back to Xanga again,
Cos blogspot is giving me hell with the fonts and shit,

And im gna change my blog song, To
CHILDREN OF BODOM!

I don't give a f*** if you hate me!

: Hold you in my arms.

2009-03-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

(Comments above the pictures)

I know its damn obvious. But it was a moment thing, so im Sorry Jayni.

Dash's first lesbionic picture, ya i know i look damn fat i dun care.

I actually duno why i uploaded this, its damn ass.

kool people.

lol.

the 4 of us/Part1 <3

the 4 of us/part2 <3

sanzzz<3

Ehz, Im damn ass tired today.

haha I woke up at about 9 to meet up with sans dash at TP at 1030. then at 1030 we went to school. There, we collected our o level certificates. haha. saw shanthini there. haha. she just said eh i wanna see. haha. so i passed it to her.

Then Asha rushed to school. hahah but she forgot to bring the slip! hahah. but that didnt really matter so she collected her cert too. Then we took ALOTT of pictures today it was damn fun la. hahah. Dash was being damn lesbionic. hahha.

Then, we went to makan at Tp. we had prata! then sans bought freakin awesome ROJAK! wah damn shiok we kept eating it. ahah.

Then dash had to leave cos she had tuition. She left at 1.

Then asha me and sans walk walk ard tp for like an hour. ahahha. went to body shop so that i could show them the perfume i wanted, AGAIN! haha.

Then me and sans went to Novena to lepak. ahha ya right. i went to buy my perfume. damn funny there cos i kept spraying the horrible ones on sans and she smelled like shit. AHHA. then we went to cotton on AGAIN! cos we went there last week too. ahahha! I bet the shop owner thought we were gonna rob the place. AHAHAHA. damn funny.

Then walk walk til sans got damn pissed at her sis so we left. I went to church at about 430.

Then i played badminton with dean. I've got to say, ive improved tremendously at this game. AHAHAH. really. i played against my bro and i beat his ass! hhhaha!

Then i played drums a bit then played badminton. Overall im damn ass sleepy la. ahahah. I got church tmr also. haha

Eh omg i think most prolly my mudder gonna get me the pants from COTTON ON! yay.

ok shut up and good night!

: 'O' leve Certificate

2009-03-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

My father is watching Godfather now in the hall. and im in the hall. HAHA! he got the whole series somehow. But he's sleeping now. haha, im multi tasking now.

Tmr, saturday, i m going to CHIJ toa Payoh Secondary to go collect my O level cert. Im going with Dash and Sans. Then we gonna have Breakfast. then I'll go to church after that. haha. but i wanna go Bugis tooo! haha.

OK. anw, Today i did nothing as usual. i watched friends thought. OH NO there's the hills now! Lauren and her flaws! haha, i cant watch now! ahh! my mudder's watching TV inside her room. Ok im damn pissed cos i can actually watch now, if it wasn't for my fadder to Sleep in front of the TV. i just realised i wrote so much. hha. cos the kepys for this is damnn nice la. Its so cute. lol.

i wanna get septum. Maybe youll should just chip in money. Like 10 bucks each is good enought already man. Should just gimme the money. then I'll just die when i get home. haha

and and. i think tmr i may wanna pierce my ear AGAIN. you know second piercing OR tragus. haha. i want la. CHEAPS!

Eh jayni is coming back tomorrow! yay i wanna see her bun face. haha.

:Jessica Stroup

2009-03-12T14:01:00.000+08:00

Haha, Jessica Stroup is damn pretty. She's plays Erin Silver in 90210.
You know who i hate? I HATE ANNIE wilson. i hope she dies man. hahah.

: Wth is wrong with you, FireFOX?

2009-03-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ok im currently using my laptop now. haha. its damn fun cos i webcam-ed with Joyce yst. hahah. but after a whole it got damn boring cos it was only me who was on. haha. so. it was damn stupid.

And anw. Ok. Im in love with Megan fox alr.
MEGAN FOX'S SITE!

Yap. anw Im still not over her. SERIOUSLY! SHE'S SO DAMN HOT!

(Comments are above the pictures, haha)

Eff right.

Look at her EYES!

Look at her FACE!
I got the full body pic for this.
When she was acting in 'Hope & Faith', I KNOW!

HAHA, this is damn kool. I got the lyrics for NYPHETAMINE! you know. the song me and becca love. ok im putting up the lyrics. freaking nice. and Dani filth(the vocalist), He's damn ass hot, i swear. haha.

Nymphetamine-Cradle Of Filth

Lead to the river

Midsummer, I waved

A "V" of black swans

On with hope to the grave

And though Red September

With skies fire-pavedI begged you appear

Like a thorn for the holy ones

Cold was my soul

Untold was the pain

I faced when you left me

A rose in the rain....

So I swore to the razor

That never, enchained

Would your dark nails of faith

Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb

I'm a prayer for your loneliness

And would you ever soon

Come above onto me?

For once upon a time

On the binds of your loneliness

I could always find the slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision

In my heart, that barless prison

Discoulours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...

Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition

This lust, this vampyric addiction

To Her alone in full submission

Nymphetamine

sunsetter...

Nymphetamine,

none better....

Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...

My Nymphetamine girl.

Wicked with your charm

I'm circled like prey

Back in the forest

Were whispers persuade

More sugar trails

More white lady laid

Than pillars of salt...

Keeping Sodom at at bay

Fold to my arms

Hold their message away

And dance out to the moon

As we did in those golden days

Christening stars

I remember the way

We were needle and spoon

Mislaid in the burning hay

Bared on your tomb

I'm a prayer for your loneliness

And would you ever soon

Come above onto me?

For once upon a time

On the binds of your loneliness

I could always find the right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision

In my heart, that barless prison

Discoulours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter...

Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition

This lust, this vampyric addiction

To Her alone in full submission

None better...Nymphetamine

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...

Nymphetamine girl.

Nymphetamine, Nymphetamine...

My Nymphetamine girl.

: You say you want revolution/

2009-03-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

Tuesday.

I GOT MY NEW LAPTOP! finally. haha, went to school to register and stuff. it was damn tiring, but it didnt take as long as Daphne.

Then went to Clementi, OMG! the nonya kuehs, OMG! i finally had REMPAH UDANG! wah i felt like how yueniang would feel. ahhahahahah!

then i got my laptop finally! yayz ive been uding it for a long time alr
i better turn it off soon.
hahaha.

crap i need my rest

: Omg. Megan Fox/

2009-03-10T01:11:00.000+08:00

Omg. Megan Fox is DAMN HOT!

Tuesday.

Today, went to Standard Chatered Bank with my moms to pay the shit for school. we went to Peace centre! and i Bought Kachang Puteh from an old indian man. wah I was damn happy when i saw that. cos you cannot see this anywhere in singapore right. and right beside that was the kebabs shop.

Shit i saw a DAMN HOT turkish dude inside man. He had long hair and sharp nose and goatee. haha i hope i spelled it correctly. haha! He's DAMN HOTTT! wahh.

Then i got my Ass cardigan today man! Finally. hahah. i like it. its nice and simple and black. hahah!

YAY! i hope we can have the picnic at botanic gardens man!
im bringing Prawn sambal and chicken curry. wah SHIOK!

Btw, Joyce is a nice person. cos she tahans all my crapp. and also bitches with me esp about SOME richh ppl. :D
And Becca needless to say, She's damn awesome to still be my friend even though I've been such a lazy ass. :DDD

ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
eh
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
she
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
dmn
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
hot
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
la
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
hwo hwohowhwo
Joyce says:
omg
Joyce says:
stop looking at her pics la
Joyce says:
whats hwo?
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
HOW
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
ahah
Joyce says:
stop looking!!!!wah
Joyce says:
ifi have a webcam ill show you my face
Joyce says:
hahaahhaha
Joyce says:
then you can get all turned off
Joyce says:
ahahahhahahh
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
AHHAHAHAHAHAHAh
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
hAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
glad you knew
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
hahahahaha
ELIZAH 27th March is my birthday. says:
no la
Joyce says:
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

**
~~- Black Cardigan~~
- THE BODY SHOP PERFUME! ( sans better get me that, haha)
- Cotton on shoes (Joyce better get me that)
~~- Cotton on flats. I'll get that myself. hahah~~
~~- Black~~ ~~bag~~

Love the world man.

:To all you losers out there.

2009-03-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

Saturday.

I'm already at ep 15 and 16 of the Little Nyonya! And i've already watched ep 15 to 25, so im gna finish watching it before all you lying toads!

I'm so damn hungry now.

Oh and today I met santhiya at about 1.30 and went to Far East. i bought the
- huge ass round black stud, damn hot.
- THE BAG that I WANTED! well, i chose the black one instead, cos it was nicer. I LOVE THE BAG MAN, its damnn hot. and i can put a million things inside. haha.

Then had Beef fried rice there. then walk walk til i got damn pissed.

After far east, went to church at about 4.30. WAH! i was damn pissed cos NO ONE WAS THERE! and i thought i was LATE! damn it. then after a million years, the rest of them came. then i played BADMINTON! haha, i sucked last week but this week I've IMPROVED MAN! haha. But i lost to tessa, cos she POWR! haha, school team mann!

Ya then after a while some of them left for Unty Merv's father's Wake? yap. Im gg tmr after church.

Uncle Robbie and Unty Mervlyn are freakin awesome people. GOD bless them and their lil kids Forever.

Friday.

Santhiya's skool ended at about 1.30. so she came to my place. then we went to PASAR MALAM!! AH! we bumped into Dash and Asha there. So we went to pasar malam and dash got us MUA CHI! AH! she damn kool la. hahah.

Eh dash, btw if you're reading my Blog, I want the cotton on shoes for my birthday :D

**
- Black Cardigan
- THE BODY SHOP PERFUME! ( sans better get me that, haha)
- Cotton on shoes (Joyce better get me that)
~~- Cotton on flats. I'll get that myself. hahah~~
~~- Black~~ ~~bag~~

\m/

: Yet another aimless day.

2009-03-05T21:21:00.000+08:00

Thursday

It was damn useless today. Oh i got the songlist for sunday's worship man. OMG its damnnn nice! AHH! I wanna play now! haha.

-There is None like you
-Heart of worship
-Amazing grace
-Give us clean hands(OMG!)

Anw, i was thinking about the past today. I feel that what this person has been lying all along. I dunno, I know what happened last time cos i was her friend. But I don't think she's changed since the time she got caught. I really feel that whatever she's saying is nothing but lies. And I can't believe I'm still hanging out with her. HAlf the time its so damn obvious its a lie cos she's so damn timid a person. But she acting like macham she damn fierce. I freakng don't get her point of doing this. I really don't understand her man. Whatever, i dont think we'll stil be friends once school Starts. SO that's like one down for me.

And I don't even feel Im committed to God la. I keep skipping other meals instead of dinner. I don't even know what my effing problem is la. I wanna do this, BUT IM SO DAMN WEAK.

DEAR GOD!
Please keep me COMITTED TO YOU!
and MAKE ME GROW!, well spritually and physically. haha. anw,
PLLEEAASSE GOD!

OH btw, i think im meeting dash sans asha tmr. gg to FAR EAST i think! CARDIGAN!

: Was it worth it?

2009-03-04T21:01:00.000+08:00

Wednesday.

today, met Jemima and Joyce and Bishan at like 2.30pm. They were having their lunch. by the time i went there, they had almost finished having theor lunch. Then went to Cotton On and got the flats, FINALLY! Joyce and I got one pair each!
Flats= $12.50

But when we were about to pay, JOYCE realised that she misplaced her wallet! :O
So she went back to Macs to look for it. and i had to pay for both our shoes. hahaha.

ya, then met carol at Bugis. We went to food court to have ice kachang. I got ice jelly cocktail. hahah. then went to Arab st. to meet Genn.
Ice jelly cocktail= $2.20! damn ex.

then things happened there. I don't wish to talk about it. hahah.

then went to Bugis street for a while. And to the food place.
we had TAkO PACHI! wah damn good!
and i had tori Q's CHICKEN! it was hard but still, DAMN GOOD! haha.
Tako Pachi= $2.30
Tori Q's chicken=$1.20

we took the train and went back. i reached home about 8.20. haha.

overall, today was damn aimless. im gna like watch little nyonya to make myself happier. hahah.
Good thing is that i got to meet them recess HOMIES!<3

**
- Black Cardigan ( most probs im getting it tmr)
- THE BODY SHOP PERFUME! ( sans better get me that, haha)
- Cotton on shoes (Joyce better get me that)
~~- Cotton on flats. I'll get that myself. hahah~~
- Brown bag

: Birthday wishes that will never come true, HAHA!

2009-03-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

asha,sans,dash,eli,lens <3

HAHA. Becca said that on our convo yst. AHHAHA anw, my birthday is coming, 27th March. I wanna get these things before i turn 17, 82 In the real world.

- Black Cardigan ( most probs im getting it tmr)
- THE BODY SHOP PERFUME! ( sans better get me that, haha)
- Cotton on shoes (Joyce better get me that)
- Cotton on flats. I'll get that myself. hahah
- Brown bag

Anw, today, watched the little nyonya til like 2.30pm then went to meet Becca at TP. hahah then i kept taking her soup. aahahah anw im so happy i met her today. haha

and yst, i went to Bishan with my mudder yst, haha and she bought a cardigan, and i bought like a shirt. damn kool! aahahaha tmr we gna shisha! i hope they dont change their minds last min. you know Singaporeans. hAHAHAHHA.

HAHAHAHAHAH THE MESSAGE IS DAMN FUNNY! AHHAHAHAH!

\m/

:Worship Sunday

2009-03-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

He he helllo!!

Saturday:
I went to church cos we had practice.
So i went to take the MRT from Toa Payoh. and becca was on the phone with me when i saw something. Something which i Will never forget in my entire life. Not that its good or anything. But the sight of it almost made me shove a pole through my mouth and out my asshole.. Thinking about it makes me wanna vomit now. If you think i saw dog shit, youre wrong, it was worse.

I saw a CHINESE woman, in her mid 30s, wearing shorts, which was revealing a quater of her ugly ugly yellow ass. OMG! really, stab me.

First, its bad that she's CHINESE!
second, ITS WORSE THAT SHE's OLD,
and finally, wth, SHE'S CHINESE.

woah i was really really distuebed by what i saw man. its really sick.

I really would like all the chinese in singapore to read my blog,
QUIT WEARING SHORTS WHICH reveals YOUR ASS! you guys really dunno how this is affecting the other normal ppl like ME! really stop it, i swear. its not funny.

Sunday:
Ok today I had church, and i played the DRUMS finally!
hahaha. and guess what! hahahah i played drums for doxology! hahaha. it was damn extra la but who cares. hahah

we played:
- I will build my church(church originals)
- Forever
- You love is amazing
- Now that youre near
- Saviour King
- and you rescued me

woah, they changed the song last min to Now that youre near. shit and i didnt prac, so i WHACK!

ahahahahah, anw it was damn fun. I love god man. i believe he's gna do wonders. in our lives. can i hear and AMEN to that? hahah. ok wth.

and and and tmr i think im gg for my medical check up. at AMK.

Oh and i really CANNOT CANNOT WAIT TO SEE BECCA ON WEDNESDAY! AHHZ! hahah i think we're gna kill each other cos im so annoying and lazy and becca, well, just cant stand me.

I LOVE YOU Beccadyboxadybam!

\\m//

:Suggestion of Ways to die.

2009-02-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hello. As we all know. its the hols, for me.

and as the days pass, i m inspired to create new food with whatever i have. Like yst. my bro taught me how to put on 3578000 kg in just a few seconds! impossible? think again!

its really easy to prepare this dish.
Directions:
1. Put whatever amount of ice-cream(preferably Vanilla) in a bowl.
2. Crush about 3 tim tam ORIGINAL and sprinkle on your ice cream
3. Put in a few grapes ( if you want to)
4. Pour hell lot of maple syrup on your ice-cream.
5. Leave it standing for about 45 secs. so that the ice-cream would melt.

And you've just made yourself something which can clog up your arteries in Just a few seconds. Enjoy. Its really good though. I just had it and its 12.58 am. I didnt have dinner so. ya. hahah.

Oh and btw the one who wrote the really weird post was JOYCE SHEN.

i like Jeniffer Aniston. She's damn pretty. hahha

:Life in Technicolor

2009-02-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

Lolz, i have decided to change my blogskin again. Because stupid Levina had the same one as me. so i changed mine to a better one.

anw. today is TUESDAY ALR! omg. this is damn fast man!! Ok i am confirmed playing drums this sunday and i haven'rt got the song list yet! ahh. im scared but i really wanna do this la. for God.

and also on Sunday we went to Uncle Seng Long's house. for Dean's and weiian's "birthday party". yap and we had the most freakin awesome lunch. which was. udon in soup and pepper beef. and cocnut drink. that was like freakin awesome. hahaha

and we played table tennis. i sucked at it cos i cant play small things. but then we played Tennis. that was good cos i could play. hahha and frisby.

ya overall was good. and i was influenced to listen to some MUSE. Good. music.

yap. OH and this joanne was like forcing me to play for their "band" this sat. and im like no cos i HAVNET played drums in a band BEFORE and this sunday will be my first. so its difficult for me. i can play the song but the fills for me is difficult. so i told her i cant and i bet with you they're all damn pissed with me but i raelly dun care la. I dont have to listen to ppl. PPL listen to me! and ya i was effing pissed. haha

I like this blogskin cos its damn nice. hahah im gna make youll watch this vid. make sure you'll watch.

The little nyonya. cos its damn good. the deaf and mute girl, Juxiang. is the pretty one i love her man. hahahah
watch from 1.20 onwards. omg im gna cry haahah.

2009-02-21T01:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO I AM THE BEST PERSON ELIZAH HAS EVER MET.

Elizah is also known as Eli. She is part of the recess groupie and our job is to bring nice food to school to let others salivate. Her secret weapon is the sambal prawn/prawn sambal. and FYI her blog title or whatever you call it that appears at the top when you post an entry is "Prawns are the sexx" Hmmm.... Unfortunately, we can no longer do that cause we're not in the same school/course so please cry with me.

Elizah wants to marry yueniang from Little Nonya. and if you don't know, its a SHE (omg lesbian tendencies) In addition to that, I've heard something highly disturbing about what she did/say during the post-graduation party. Oh gosh...

Elizah has been filling me in with hot gossips since 12 something a.m on msn. However, she doesn't allow me to say anything now cause she wants to focus on her Little Nonya. So... therefore... I got bored and decided to post this entry im sure nobody will like reading but nvm. It helped to kill time due to the long response i had to "what should i write here". Ok, im done bye!

Love,
The Best Person

2009-02-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Greetings again people with no life but to read my blog! LIKE JOYCE SHEN! lol no la i love her maan!

today is friday. so i went to meet sans after her school. then we went to amk. to meet dash and asha. and we ate. and we talked abit.

AND I PIERCED MY EARR! again. like you know below the helix? which is like smack in the middle of the ear. AHAH

OH and i think i may be getting this laptop.
Acer 4730

You know why? cos i trust acer. other brands SUCK! for example, HP! sucks! DELL! SUCKS!

yap and i dont think i gg for fusion tmr la. cos tessa said she couldnt make it. so i don twanna go myself. even if i can meet the rest later. OMG im damn hungry. hahaahah

Rihanna beaten up to death. haha
OH OH OH! and ofcourse. this is a pic of rihanna after getting beat up. this is not the real one. but who cares?

yap ok thats life for me!

:Holy Shitt!

2009-02-19T01:04:00.000+08:00

Greetings people who don't have a life but to read my blog!

HOly CRAP! Its 1.13 am now. but thats not the point!

I just realised how effing screwed up SIngaporean kids are!!! like the rich cocks, they are so damn rich that they spend money ANYHOW! like wtf!!! like who the hell buys expensive stuff which STILL MAKES THEM LOOK UGLY, well in their case, Uglier. You know what im talking baout. haha

And and they spend money like its CRAP! like of no value? OMGOSH! they must stop before i rob them i swear there's a limit to overspend on unneccessary clothes shoes or whatever the shit!! cos no matter what they look like SHITBAGS FALLING OU FROM ASSHOLES!

omgosh i think im gna jump down. i cannot tahan.

YAP AS EXPECTED VISHA PANGSEH, so i dont bother alr.

and i went to JAYNI'S day before YST! wash i played the drums, now i feel better. ahahaha

and and friday i still dunno whats the plan. All i know is that I'll be with Santhiya B RERDY! i miss her maaaan!

and and and! huess what i made today!

1. cut apples into small pieces
2. put them in HL milkl.

and EAT IT! haha i loved it! it was damn nice!!! ahahahah

Im gna die.

Thank you much!

:HEY HO, LETS GO!

2009-02-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

Dear diary,
Mood: Apathetic.

haha, ok today was a busy day man.
woke up late, then went to Tampines with my mom, and bought the cool hairband. haha. then we walk walk til we got sick of that place.

Then we went to Raffles City Shopping Centre to go complain to the idiots that i still havent gotten my pay for working on 19 and 20 Dec. BUT BUT something told me to check my account and so I did, GUESS WHAT! they paid me! hahha, so it was kind of a waste that we went there. hahah. then i say er, FATIN there. hahah i didnt wanna go in and say hello to her cos the other Bitch was there. I visit her next time. hahahah.

Then we went to stupid stupid Far East. ahah, i wanted to get a bag there but i didnt cos i was not very satisfied with it? so i think i wanna go Bugis to check it out. Plus can bargain there. haha. Yap then walk walk and i bought the belt. haha. Ya and then it was alr 7.30pm so my mom and I got sick of that place so we left, BUT we forgot to go the Christian shop or smth. hahah what a waste my mom went to far east for that!

Yap i think this week's gonna be a bit busy for me.

Monday- went places with my momzy.
Tuesday- gg to Jayni's.
Wednesday- i still waiting for Visha forever la that one, or may look for job
Thursday-NOTHING! haha.
Friday- er. NIGHT OUT!
Saturday- Teach Tessa accounts from 4. then Fusion with the clan from 7!
Sunday- from morning to night out. haha.

Yap im actually quite excited, everything confirm except WEDNESDAY! stupi visha pangseh me. haha.

Oh and i went for Prayers on Sunday i felt damn good after that, i think that God's telling me smth. haha.

Oh Oh and i think everyone would agree that Keefe is Mr. BLAMELESS, he's like air.but weird. hahahah!

Lovin the Good God!

2009-02-13T21:49:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

ok i was so damn bored today that im actually posting another.. post. Omgosh i think Im gna be playing drums next week! im scared and excited!!

Anw i made like freaking awesome peach pie today, it was so good that i ate almost the whole thing.

hahah im talking to Rebecca on the phone now. hahaha.

i feel like hanging myself to death cos im so bored! OMG! OMG! they're playing the stupid song on TV again now!!! wah i feel like spoiling the TV now! WALAUUUUUUUUU!

life sucks!
\m/

2009-02-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

Movies i Need to watch:
- Pirates of the carribean ( the last one)
- Dark Knight ( gotta finish watching that)
- Twilight
- I am Legend
- Seven Pounds
- Kung Fu Panda?
- THE PIANIST ( gotta finish watching that too)
- 10000 B.c? ( see if its as good as 300)
- Sweeney todd ( watched halfway)

Movies that i enjoyed watching:
- Million dollar baby
- Forrest Gump
- Slumdog Millionaire
- 300!
- Stomp the yard
- Pirates! (damn awesome)
- 40 year old Virgin ( i LOVE Steve Carell)
-Pursuit of happyness
- The sixth Sense
- White Chicks
- Scary Movie all 4

Movies that sucked balls:
- Meet Dave ( i cant believe i sat through the whole damn show though the show got boring halfway)
- Epic Movie ( wasted my bloody money)

That's all i can remember now, AHH i keep forgetting i gotta use this post as a reminder maan!

:Untitled

2009-02-12T11:50:00.000+08:00

FIRSTLY its ASHA'S birthday today!HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHA! Love you!yst night, the family went to makan at toa payoh Lor 5 beef house? woah it was so damn good man, i ordered the serloin steak luh, 10 bucks are DAMN WORTH IT! wow it was really good, then my mudder bought lamb chop. that was good too. and that place is damn indian, i saw alot of indians. im damn happy that at my estate there are very few indians man. hahhah

Its thursday and I'm at home, not doing anything as usual.
When i woke up today i told myself, wth is wrong with me man, I cant be doing nothing for another month!

I just has pancakes with BANANA! i feel like throwing up cos i had too much.

Oh and its Valentine's Day this Saturday!! The churchies are having a Singles Party( I dunno why they're so proud about that) But im not going cos i have a Wedding to attend! INDIAN WEDDING! im gonna wear my stupid red leggings la, i really like dont care alr. hahaha.

and and and also i am watching familiy guy, oh i think tonight i'll be going to Swensens la. For asha's Birthday thing, maybe la. see how firstt. ya and then erm, I can feel my heart clogging cos im so damn fat, and i need to lose some damn weight, cos im fat!

and i dont care, WE ARE GNA SHISHA soon!
me, Lens, Dash, Joycy, Becca, carolz, Jemzy!
actually i didnt even tell eveyone yet, hahah but we are gonna go, so damn eff boring. ahah
Bye now!

:NEW NEW NEW!

2009-02-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

I've got a new blogskin, as you can see. YES it looks so much better! and and, erm. oh yst went to far east then to AMK with VISHA. and this girl called MOOR was staslking us, according to DASH. ANd on monday, im gna meet her.... OK, ya sure. MOOR is something you pour on your thosai! I really dunno why anyone would name their daughter that.
ya and erm im gna put up some pics,
Ill try forgot but TRY.

Converse Producing ugly shoes.

:When Everything starts to Crumble down

2009-02-03T19:33:00.000+08:00

:When Everything starts to Crumble down

The title speaks for itself man. I feel really sad for this person I've known for a long time. She's been the BEST person any man could EVER get and It sucks that I have to see her like that. I feel like SHITT.

I really dont understand men have to be like that, I dunno whats with them and Behaving like crap. Freakin ass Im really pissed and shit.

Ya and I feel like im lacking something, NOT EXERCISE, i mean like something in life. I think its FATHER'S LOVE!

And dude tricked me into thinking that he cut my hair, Thats why i Dont trust MEN. bunch of Holes.

2009-02-01T15:44:00.000+08:00

:SAINTS OF LA!

Last time i posted was half a year ago maanz!

Today is a Sunday, 1 Feb 2009. Its 2009 alr!!

today had church, was FREAKIN awesome. omgosh im gna play drums NEXT WEEK! i m getting offers everywhere! AMEN TO THAT!

AND CW burned for me 3 cds! AHH! MOTLEY CRUEs SAINTS OF L.A! AND AHHH! LED ZEPP'S MOTHERSHIP! AHHHHHHHH! I LOVE IT MAN! THANKS DUDE! i owe you BIG TIME. haha

haha, then went to makan with Tessa and Steph and the other gang. Then thanks to tessa and her freaking awesome sense of Direction, we walked from Newton to Novena. When we could have taken the damn train back From Newton itself cos it was so damn near.

wah anw then came back i feel so good about my religion and stuff.

Screw you'll who have a problem with Christianity.

My God conquered the grave, How about yours?
HA! got a fist mark in your face!

2008-05-26T19:32:00.001+08:00

:Cos My God Conquered The Grave

"He had Long hair;

Lived at home til he was 30;

Got into trouble with the Authorities.

He is our kind of guy!"

2008-05-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

:The Best day everrr

Hey everyone. Today was kickass. Dash, me and sans went for the RP open house. AHHAH! By right we were supposed to take bus 169 from woodlands MRT. BUT! but but but! we took bus 961! AHAHAHAH! ok. So we on the bus and it dint seem right because we passed Marsling MRT station. So dash went to ask the driver and he told us we got on the wrong bus. AHHA! then we got off the bus and took 966 back to woodlands MRT again. then the driver told us that it was 169! hahahahh! omg that was damn funny! We reached eventually!

OMG! RP is HUGE AND SUPER TOAD NICE MANN! My wonderful brudder "TOURED" us around the whole school! The canteens were huge and best of all The food is damnn cheap. Like cheaper than our stupid sec school. walau. They also have a very big library and ALOT of space to do whatever you wanna do. Omg. damn funn. Various CCAs performed as well. I liked the BAND! Drummer was damn hott!

ok. then were there til like 3 something. Then sans had to head home cos she had some celebration boring thing. So it was me and dash. We went to ISLAND CREAMERY mann. Mudpie was pretty awesome. But not as good as the coffee club one. SO YA we were makaning our food for like about 45 mins and the remaining 15-17 mins we were taking pics. Unfortunately, we looked like crap in almost all the pics Except maybe 2. YAYA! then we were trying to find the STicker! hahah! we kept walking ard that place like idiots cos we couldnt find it. ahhaha! so we gave up and drew on a piece of paper instead. I drew a crab and dash drew a stupid pic of herself. We signed off with our name: ELI AND DASH. ahahahha! it was the worst drawing on the WHOLE wall.

So then, we were walking to the bus-stop. but then from 50m we saw the 153 BUS! so what did we idiots do? WE RAN!!! And dash was running like an ass. Too bad i dint take a vid. It was sooo shit funny. K then on the bus i was having a real bad headache so i took out my hairband and started doing something with my hair. As you can see from above. ya then we continued taking pics til we reached TP. Then there, We went to the KIDDY PALACE toilet to change. Parental Probs. Then i went to get my Soya Bean drink and headed home!

Loved this day.

2008-05-12T10:01:00.000+08:00

:Still Day Beneath the Sun

It was mudder's day ya'll! SO happy Mudder's day to all Mommas!

Yap. We had like 3 fights yst. But its all good now. We went to makanz at this place yst. Some north indian place. AND guess who we bumped into!? The bunch of idiots! But they spoke to us so nicely. Ah screw them. My momma could fake it But i couldn't. err. am i making sense?? ya whatever. Then i makaned naan with tandoori chicken mannnn! it was really gooood. Heh. Ya then we went to NOVENA and we got donut factory AGAINNN!! yes i had double choc againnn!

"He did it. Sexually. So i did it too." - Dont get me wrong.

Aerosmith- I dont wanna miss a thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And Im wondering what youre dreaming
Wondering if its me youre seeing
Then I kiss your eyes
And thank God were together
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever
Forever and ever

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
Cause Id miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
Id still miss you baby
And I dont want to miss a thing

Dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

\\m//

2008-04-04T22:24:00.000+08:00

:Picture (not)Perfect

I dunno. I'm beginning to realize a lot of things. About people, about life.

And i'm sorry. You've been a great friend, almost the perfect best friend but i did not appreciate it. I'm sorry. I love you. And I'm doing something about it. I won't do it again. At least i Will try..

Right. SO we had this tamil crap shit today. Waste of time. But useful. It was so boring that I think i slept with my eyes open. Its possible. Go try it.

And something else happened today. This pissed me off big time. And i'm not gonna say what. But it did. And i'm not gonna get over it soon? I'm So ANGRY. I could have chopped an eye up and threw it at that situation. But i was pissed. And i still am. I am not happy about this.

Bye.

I'm 16, ALL RIGHT!

2008-03-27T19:36:00.000+08:00

:I'm 16, All Right!

ok. so its my birthday today man! like WOAH! i'm 16! And guess what i got from ma brudda!? THE FREAKING GREEN HOODIE! and like seriously it freaking adidas. omg man. I mean like who in the right mind would do that right? Omg. anw i really wanna thank peoples for ma presents:

Dash: DEY! i lurveee the kiss shirt! I know you got it from penin! DAMN EX LA! you shouldn;t have but i love it! Thank you so much bff!

Brudder: Are you kidding me? I love the hoodie. That'll be my new signature image. Green hoodie. i mean who would dare wear it out right? I love it! thank you so much!

NATASHA: HELLO lovely! i love the earpiece esp! it was the best! cos of the quality and the color!!! thank you!

SANTHIYA: Thanks for the FOOD babeh! i enjoyed every single bit of it. :DDD

Anw. as i was saying, i had a good day today. Oh and dash was supposed to call muttons to get them to call me. But like it dodnt happen cos i heard somebody say it out alr. NVM man! i still appreciate what you were willing to do man! cheeros!

And like things have been going pretty well these few days, esp since the Easter Sunday Service in church. Cos i was like acting as DEATH! like the major demon. And its about how this girl who was so blinded by sins but got to her senses and wanted God back in her life. So she struggles and stuff. And then eventually she gets back to God. Its kickass. Like Worth it. Everytimje i watch it i'll get freaking goosebumps! shows the powr of God man!

Yap. So i'll put up the video soon. Its my birthday. I wanna go eat food. ciao!

2008-02-20T20:01:00.000+08:00

:Baby Dream in Cellophane

We're gonna have Bio and accounts test tmr. Shit. I'm damn scared. and btw about the previous previous post about the class thing, I wrote that cos i was super pissed. ok i like my bro's whole Mac theme. its damn Nice. Like marie biscuits. AHhahaHAAHAH! quality special marie buscuits. Its damn nice you should try it. damn damn damn nice although its just plain Brown biscuits. Yes and i wanna get the black and grey striped jacket/cardigan tmr. damn nice. hahah. and yes self awareness camp is in 2 days! cant wait to Eat and LAze in the camp! but before that i have tests tmr. so i should not be using the com now. Ok. BYE!
p.s. Maroon 5 vocalist not hot. look like that one,

2008-02-19T20:18:00.000+08:00

Somebody teach me how to change my blogskin! and i love collapse light into earth.

2008-02-12T18:30:00.000+08:00

:Follow me now to the valley below

60 ton angels fall to the Earth;

I have decided to blog after a VERY long time. things have been dead for the past two days cos i dunno why.

Erm i was really pissed with class today cos of the shirt design. First it was supposed to be a TREE. A whithered tree which shows that we will be there for each other through thick and thin . And so majority of the class voted for THIS tree. And then suddenly today its going back to the first class shirt design. Haha. i kinda expected this to happen.

And I've had it with agreeing to the class to shut some people up.

Jack off.

2008-01-01T00:26:00.000+08:00

:Merry New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVEYONE! HAVE A KICKASS YEAR AHEAD! DO WHAT YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO cos thats my resolution for the year babeh! MUCH LOVE!

2007-12-25T01:15:00.000+08:00

ok. Christmas SO FAR was not so bad after all. Well today Christmas eve, my family and i went to Bugis. hahah. i was actually surprised my Fadder came. anw. I BOUGHT A BROWN LEATHER BAG! and im not imitating any other mats or minahs,. please. i was thinking. the world is gna end. and i dont wanna die regreting. so i might as well do whatever i feel like doing NOW! when im still young. :D so ya. then i got the black shiny flats ive always wanted. So im done with christmas shoping BUt i still have stuff to buy LIKE A hoodie and pink and green nike shoes. heh. so ya. Im wearing my dress tmr. i ave a bad feeling im gonna struggle with it. but wth. ill just do it for the sake of it. hahha. and ya. thats about it

im still selling the ipod. anyone wanna get it pls inform me. Thanks,

gone hip hop

2007-12-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

:Gone Hip Hop

busy busy busy with christmas things. this christmas i've decided to spend it with my family. so no homies at my crib this yr. but nexy yr should be? i dunno.

btw. i made cookies today! yes. and your supposed to put jam on top of it before serving. ya. i love that shit. its damn good. and i fought with my fadder. again. today. He is at fault. I dunno how i'd put my relationshjip with my parents cos its sucks. but w/e. God rocks. That's what matters.

And OH! guess what! i bought a dress for christmas! AHAHAHAH! seriously call police and tell CNN please! this is my first time. i dunno how i'm gonna manage. Oh and i'm wearing it with my converse. WACKY! must be different. My mudder doesnt allow me though.

I wanna pierce my nose. You know the inner lower part of the nose? ya there. Sry but i get piercings cos i really want to. not for other losers. i think its the aries thing. Prob is i dunno how and when. most imptly HOW MUCH!

i'm turning HIP HOP. Thats not right. But at least im not emo? nehhh. Been there, done it. heh. and i start listening to my necrohphagist. God Please. haha. Just in case you didnt realise, I'm wearing a hoodie/hoddy (however you spell it) in the picture above. So yes and i would also like a lime green hoodie/hoody for Christmas. And a pair of pink nike shoes. I'm weird. Dont worry about it. heh

Its difficult to not be able to see. its not as bad as being deaf. or dumb. Its totally different. and difficult. I pray though.

Last but not least Christmas is in 4 days. haha. 4 more days. only 4 days.

OH i have IPOD touch 8GB (BLACK)! Anyone wanna buy it pls tell me. Im selling it at 490. Or 5 bucks lesser than the market price. Ok la discount.

Im getting 150 bucks! just for being smart. no seriously. So is inyaJ!

Lets rock and roll all night and party everyday this christmas. I need to finish Ugly betty PLEASE!

2007-12-16T01:02:00.000+08:00

OK this day was kick assssssssssssssss! i was with mich from 6 to who knows when. We were at bugis and i bought a Zijian shirt. Who cares if its fake right!? hahah 10 bucks. worth it. AND i love mich PPuh-lease. I WAS speaking like an annoying british today. I think that kicked her off abit but wth. I MISS HER! so i was being a jackass today. And and and I had alot of fun with her. I gna go christmas shopping with her la. I dont care. hahah. Yap! Ya out of the who knows how many pics we took, these are the only 2 which turned out right. I LOVE YOU MICHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

ok and dont een think of making fun of this Freakin hot animal .its called: Parapropalaehoplophorus septentrionalis. AHAHH! its some endangered dino or smth. ITS THE SEX PLEASE look at it. i cud eat it alive cos its so cute! OMG. whatever its too cute.

CIAO!

last night!

2007-12-10T21:09:00.000+08:00

Greets. Holidays so far Sucked. I helped my mom clean my house today for Christmas but its still not over. urg. and like i hope i can meet up with michelle soon. we need to talk man. Its been forever since i've seen her. pfft. and like i wanna get another AHEM! i want it! ya and friendster sucks. ok like since im bored im gonna thank some very nice ppl in my life!

MARIE for bringing me for lunch at coffee club! You are da bomb! and the mud pie was DA BOMBB!

Unty Linda! ok i was just like thinking about her today. She's really nice! I can bitch with her like FOREVER! I love you!

last but not least my MOMMA! wow like i had funnn cleaning my house with her cos we LAughed like hell. even at NTUC today. we were laughing for the dumbest reason. heh. I love emotions. its just there you know. Like one min your LAUGHING you ASS off. and the next min your like crestfallen. heh. i like that word. Ya so i saw every part of her today. after like so many yrs of my life.

Oh and SHIHANAUS! for putting up vids on how to dance. I CANT STAND THAT FELLA! he's damnnn gooood. heh. i got his MYSPACE. hello!!! I M LEARNING TO TUTT BABEH!

And so these 3 (dont include the hot dancer) ppl are NOT the biggest part opf my life but they were like Really loving. and There for you. Thanks PEOPLES. yap. How about like my christmas List??! Huh!?

Ok I have a vest so STRIKEOUT.

KISS shirt!! MY SIZE PLEASEE!

LP minutes to midnight shirt! eh i saw it in bugis alr! I M GETTING ITTT!

Another AHEM!

THAT THING. i know what im talking about so. ya.

the black flats. THE SHINY ONES! wah. damn EMO!

THATS IT!

SO yes im dont with the list. Feel free to buy them for me! heh. ya and like i have church party on sat. wth.

ciao world.

2007-12-05T23:40:00.000+08:00

hehe, RED IS THE SEXX!

ok. so it was raining all day. and i have freaking muscle cramp at my shoulder. Life cant be any worse. i need to go out soon, i think i wanna go out alone. haha. ok. i m not really making sense but i love that peeeekture. CHEERS! for now.!

hello!

2007-11-23T10:37:00.000+08:00

ok hi once again! alot of things happened in these 2 weeks. or 3 weeks. anyhow. my hols have been GOOOOOD so far. hahah.

FIRST! I WENT FOR LINKIN PARK MINUTES TO MIDNIGHT TOUR 2007 on the 13th OF NOV! AHAHH! WOOHOO! I went with SHANNEN! haha. we went there at like 1pm and the thing startes at like what 9 pm? hahah! we were like finding smth to do and stuff. ya. THE GIG WAS DA BOMB! i took like vids, and peeektures and recorded! WAH powr siak. Ya. mike's damn hot. and he's married. but he's hot. haha.

Then On Sat, we went santhiya's HOUSE FOR DEEPAVALI! it was good. hahah. i whacked the prawn sambal mann! that was the Shit! ok. and the pineapple tart! Wah it was damn good! oh oh Ahswin's came too! wah hes damn cute. hahhaha.

Ya then On tuesday, IT WAS DASh'S birthday! me, laava, sans, ashwin, and dash brudder like threw stuff on her.. EGGS [by laava] SWEET SAUCE [ BY ME!!] flour [by sans] and Chilli sauce [ by dash brudder]! WAh it was damn fun she smelt like shit! hahah! ya then she went to wash up. then we got the cake and our presents ready and stuff. hahah. ya then ya ya blew the made a wish, blew the candle, cut the cake blah blah! haha

ya then her brudder kept taking pictures like a toad.

ya so the day past and I REALLY HAD FUN AND DASH IF YOUR READING THIS YOU BETTER SAY YOU LOVED IT! AND AND I KNOW my england sucks bad these days. i should like start reading books alr. Alrighty then

OH OH! my com crashed so now its recovered but i lost all my data. so ya. Here we go for the hundreth time. ppl pls like send me songs or smth! LOVE!

2007-11-12T10:21:00.000+08:00

sans, ashwin, me!

hehe. I went to dash's place yst for deepavali mann! hahah. i actually had funn! Laava, gaya, lens, shobana, sonia, sans and menage turned up. hahah. i went with lens. hahah. IT WAS DAMNN FUN MAN!

haha. laava and i as usual kept kidnapping the food. and and shobana was keeping my specs. GOd and i was carrying her unglam handbag all over laa. ahahah. but it paid off. hahah.

then the hero of the day: ASHWIN!

walau he's damn cute man! better than the other one. keep irritating us. ass. haha. and ahwin's damn cute man! i recorded him saying "i Love elizah" haha. but he said "ezali" instead. its ok.

hahah. i had alot of fun. hahah. ok. i am not making sense, cos im very bothered about LP now. I CAN'T WAITT!! hahaha.

ok. tmr's LP. im going at 12. starts at 8 though. hahah. :D

BUT WHAT IF THEY GO! i think im gna cry after the concerto!!

2007-11-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello worldie!

i'm finally blogging after toad years. hHaah!

ok anw. just in case you're wondering where i was all the while. Let me explain myself. I was WORKING! its job attachment. I was working at Equity Communications and did I ever tell you that my Boss, MAX, is good looking?! God i think i'm just admiring him cos he's married with like 3 kids i think but he still looks kinda young So maybe that's why I just can keep looking at him. haha. And I'm not weird its just that i admire many kinds of people. I'll like talk about it later. ahahha

Anw all i was doing this whole week was file shits, type stuff, cut out ads from mags and inserts ads into a portfolio. I actually thank God that there's only 4 day working days this week cos i would have died if it was any longer.

The second 2nd day was better i guess. COs Nicholas (a very nice person) And Jason (another nice person) thought that we should know what Equity is all about so he liked explained to me stuff. I actually learnt some stuff about Equity. haha. thank you people.

And Today after work i met up with lenice :D at bishan. Then later i met up with Jayni :DD and Shannen :) then they were makaning. OK. after that we went to PENIN MANN! what the toad la. It was the worst day there ever. I actually hate that place for the first time. Ok. Lens went to see her shoe with her aunt and me Jayni and Shannen went to the shop where they sell the band shirts laa. What the hell Each shirt was like $15!!! i mean the last time i went there, the FADDER/HUSBAND sold a shirt to me for $8!!! Shit la. then Jayni was so pissed. Her face clearly showed it. hahah. We were like bitching about the shop owner all the way la! hahahha! it Was funny actually. haha. then lens couldnt get her shoe size so she went to VIVO la. yap..

then later me, jayni and shannen were like singing LP all the way with the lyrics in front of us. hahah. it was funn. i actually enjoyed myself today. And i forgot to mention, I WAS WEARING MY SPECS AT PENIN THE WHOLE TIME til i got a headache. hahah. ya.

then the VERY NICEE shannen's mom drove me and inyaJ back home. Damn nice, and i just met her today. hahah. OK thank you shannen! VERY NICE OF YOU!! :DDD

OK. i gonna do my eyebrow again. cos i like felt that if we think of doing something unique, we must LOOK different. So im like doing it tmr. and im gonna collect my mp3 for creaqtive FINALLY! actually i totally fogot about it. hahah.

4 MORE DAYS TO LINKIN PARK YA'LL! And did i tell YOU'll I"M GOING!???

hahah. I feel like killing cute ppl. i wanna kill dash! and JAYNI! but jayni wants to FEAST on me as well. haha ok. i think i should shut up. I'm just very grateful. :D

I admire thin women;
I envy big girls who don't look fat.

LURVESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

my job sucks.

2007-10-20T14:33:00.000+08:00

This is what 3/9 is all about. Cam Slutting.

YST was fun in school. I got back all my results. I passed all EXCEPT humans. hahah. ok. anw me genn dash sans lens and inyaj were taking hell alot of peeeektures. haha. it was very fun. i think this pic is niceee! cheers laava for this pic! haha. And the class was playing poker. the stripping one. haha. then then i bought this COOOL ass chain! its a black chain with RED STAR! wah bloody hott laa!

then today was a TOTAL turnn off. i had to follow my fadder to P.S to go get a new phone or smth. omg. then we had to do the fucking methodist welfare service shit. fucking waste of time. and i saw a couple of people in Toa Payoh. hahah. the fits name, sathish if tts him, and ming hui. hahah. and OMG i think i saw my K1 Friend! haha. ya. BUt overall today was a FLOPPP! and i dont wanna go tmr to YOU KNOW WHERE.

omggg. anw these are some other of the pics we took yst. once again CHEERS LAAVA!

Not happy ah?!

The almost purrrfect oreo

a7x

tts all folks!

Craptacular

2007-10-18T10:49:00.000+08:00

Word of the Year: Craptacular

Yst was a waste of time. I could have stayed home and watched Scooby-doo Or smth. I wasted my time in church. And we freaking reached home at 12! wtf. and half the time i was sleeping with my eyes open. I will never go for this kinda toads anymore.

WE GOT BACK MATH RESULTS! i passssed! i proved to may chong that i was capable of passing. Oh btw. the kill is toad. ewww. i cant believe i actually thought stuff. ok. and I didn't go to school today. There's some dumb excursion to science fucking centre! wtf. how old are we?

And and and! did i mention i went to PENIN and i bought a SHIRT! the horizontal red and black shirt. AHhah. and and and I freaking saw the immoral SHIRT!! BUT NO no i didn't buy it cos MY MOMMA was around. no really You should never go there with your parents unless you wanna get sneakers or smth. IF NOT DO NOTT go there with your MOMMA! she'll butcher Your moment. i No make sense. hahah.

and and and i think someone's turning to a slutt. there are many ways to dress up. BUT NOT LIKE THAT. its OHKAY. its not like i care. who is that?? That's For You To Find Out!

Btw, i think shagrath is the sexx. this was the video i wanted to show the world. Here You Go.
Enjoy The taste of Disgust!

2007-10-16T09:57:00.000+08:00

I'm like not in the mood to write anything cos i'm hungry as hell. and i had swensens On SUNDAY! woohoo! i had salmon and mushroom baked rice and whats swensens without BANANA SPLIT!

I LOVE YOU TOO LAAVA!! yap yap. I Kenna diarrhea la. So i couldn't go for the toad thing today. yapp. i think i like situations by ESCAPE THE FATE!

seriously whats wrong with me. haha.

actually i was supposed to talk about the rugby World CUP!!! NEW ZEALAND ALL BLACKS IS OUT!!!!! because fucking ENGLAND beat them! WTT!! and i was watching the france england match on sunday i think and ENGLAND WON THAT MATCH ALSO! JOHNNY WILKINSON! No seriously they only won cos that bitch kicked the ball to the post! not score a try. I hate him la. I hope he injures his leg during the finals.

Eternal tears of sorrow- The River Flows Frozen

Like frozen leaves

We are falling

On to the soil so barren and cold

The rays of sun

No more warming

Our hearts now so cold

Through this field

Of the withered flowers

We go still one more time

The hidden beauty

Forever gone

The river's frozen once again

So came this time

When moonlight blackened my heart:

I can't stand this pain

The chain is broken

It's tearing open my scars:

I want to feel the flame...again

The shine behind

The frozen stream

Reminds me of your eyes

The spark of hope

Still in my heart

Shall dreams become true under the ice?